Feels so wrong not drawing but studying sciences , the 3 big books PHYSICS CHEMISTRY AND BIOLOGY is kind of boring . Its just funny how unmotivated i am after knowing i am in a triple science class with no in touch of art anymore . The motivation of telling myself to strive for my dreams of becoming what i wanted to when i grow up , disappear on 28th October 2010 , the day i knew my subject combination for 2011 . But thats what i choose , Nothing left to do , no one to blame . Just have to live with what i choose and put in 100000% of effort in to it ...